hard&heart

hai dan Assalamualaikum,

its hard to say that because this heart say quite different. its hard to say that when this heart used to do different. its hard to say that when this heart is sorry for everything. its hard to say that when this heart know this time its not suitable. its hard to say that when this heart know it is forbidden. its hard to say that when this heart crying all the time. its hard to say that when this heart is not ready yet but when it will? its hard to say that this little heart still have the same and never ever change feeling. its hard to say that when this heart still want it all. i'm sorry for making this decision without you. i'm sorry for making this decision when you have a lot of pains there. i doesn't want to add it more. i just, i know we can do this better because we used to like now we are. not talking for a week, a month, a year and several years will be the hard challenge ever but we will talking soon, very soon. i hope we can make it soon. well,  i think there will be a lot of stories then. i'll wait for that. i'll wait for you. i'll wait for the future.