Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Monday, December 29, 2014
Friday, December 26, 2014
truth
Hai dan Assalamualaikum,
Jujur nya aku klu buat banyak kerja, aku akan piki mcm nie, 'Jaja, tkpe lepas nie kau boleh dgr suare dia, dia boleh hilangkn penat kau' tapi tuh dulu. Tapi skrung, aku penat, baru hbes buat bnyk kerja. Sebaik aku record last call kite, :'( aku hope 5 tahun tuh cepat berlalu. Mungkin, aku rindu kau kot :'( haha selalunya orang klu busy bnyk kerja, tak igt orang dah. Tapi... Aku dulu dah mindset selalu, klu penat, aku dgr suare kau, penat tuh hilang. Aku rindu kau nie :') Assalamualaikum.
Jujur nya aku klu buat banyak kerja, aku akan piki mcm nie, 'Jaja, tkpe lepas nie kau boleh dgr suare dia, dia boleh hilangkn penat kau' tapi tuh dulu. Tapi skrung, aku penat, baru hbes buat bnyk kerja. Sebaik aku record last call kite, :'( aku hope 5 tahun tuh cepat berlalu. Mungkin, aku rindu kau kot :'( haha selalunya orang klu busy bnyk kerja, tak igt orang dah. Tapi... Aku dulu dah mindset selalu, klu penat, aku dgr suare kau, penat tuh hilang. Aku rindu kau nie :') Assalamualaikum.
Thursday, December 25, 2014
just for your safety information.
Hai dan Assalamualaikum,
Haha okey, I bukan nak takutkan you guys~ tapi peringatan je~ bak Kate yana kepada teman2 tapi mesra die, I tak kesah kalau You Ade prempuan lain sbb nie.. Haha yana~ yana~ tapi you! yang I tgh tunggu tuh~ I kesah! Taw~ ;)
copy cat
Hai dan Assalamualaikum
Hahahaha, nie paling kelaka yana pernah cerita 😂 betul tuh, mmg tak sweet kot. Mane boleh macam tuh, die Ade rule dlm bab2 bagi quotes nie, klu skali dah bagi dah tak boleh bagi balik dah. Nnti tak suprise and tak romantik. Hahhaha sabar jela. Sebaik la hang Ada ramai teman tapi mesra.
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
hihik
hai dan Assalamualaikum,
well i'm not both, i am the person that asked the question. :) eh wait, am i did said the below one? hehe i don't so~ ;) <3
Monday, December 22, 2014
Saturday, December 20, 2014
truth by kardashian.
hai dan Assalamualaikum,
by khloe kardashian. she almost get back with him. -truth
use your eyes wisely.
hai dan Assalamualaikum,
people may see it, but what did exactly they saw is important. what have they understand from the view is count. what exactly the meaning of the view is huge and some of people will not get it rightly. what you need to do is look wisely but don't closely. the closer you look, the more you get lied. you will be fool. but don't be. you're smart. are you? haha speak like a genius one but not. bored? it just a beginning. tired? it just a beginning. fight like always fight. give up, never be. energy, earn it. fool. don't be. confused? haha you get it. smart in you, fool it. like a shakespeares? don't wanna be one of them. stop reading? perfect. no, it is not. don't stop. there's more. no, just kidding. block this one, go ahead. Assalamualaikum.
people may see it, but what did exactly they saw is important. what have they understand from the view is count. what exactly the meaning of the view is huge and some of people will not get it rightly. what you need to do is look wisely but don't closely. the closer you look, the more you get lied. you will be fool. but don't be. you're smart. are you? haha speak like a genius one but not. bored? it just a beginning. tired? it just a beginning. fight like always fight. give up, never be. energy, earn it. fool. don't be. confused? haha you get it. smart in you, fool it. like a shakespeares? don't wanna be one of them. stop reading? perfect. no, it is not. don't stop. there's more. no, just kidding. block this one, go ahead. Assalamualaikum.
:)
Thursday, December 18, 2014
sembang
hai dan Assalamualaikum,
you nie! kejap cakap nie, kejap cakap tu, kejap buat nie, kejap buat tu. sembang arr! lepak la, you kan mahir dalam bab2 mcmtu. takkan sikit torture dah gelabah kot. -gangster.
hahahaha. gila. -_-
you nie! kejap cakap nie, kejap cakap tu, kejap buat nie, kejap buat tu. sembang arr! lepak la, you kan mahir dalam bab2 mcmtu. takkan sikit torture dah gelabah kot. -gangster.
hahahaha. gila. -_-
Tuesday, December 16, 2014
don't be selfish in a good warm situation.
Hari dan Assalamualaikum,
There's a rule that everybody need to practically do it in their daily life, which is don't be so selfish like an idiot human right in front of nice people because they doesn't want to see your moody-selfish attitude. I absolutely don't get it why she always not in the mood. Kawal la sikit cik kak oii! Haishh.... Orang dah tegur baik2, sambut kau baik2, kau takyah buat perangai. Tunjuk perangai tuh mmg la kene bertempat tapi kau jangan lupe adab kau Kat sume tempat. Please be a rational person in yourself, and don't let your mood control your attitude. Susah nnti.
There's a rule that everybody need to practically do it in their daily life, which is don't be so selfish like an idiot human right in front of nice people because they doesn't want to see your moody-selfish attitude. I absolutely don't get it why she always not in the mood. Kawal la sikit cik kak oii! Haishh.... Orang dah tegur baik2, sambut kau baik2, kau takyah buat perangai. Tunjuk perangai tuh mmg la kene bertempat tapi kau jangan lupe adab kau Kat sume tempat. Please be a rational person in yourself, and don't let your mood control your attitude. Susah nnti.
Saturday, December 13, 2014
Tuesday, December 9, 2014
R_E_A_L_I_T_Y
Hai dan Assalamualaikum,
Maybe you think that everybody wanna listen to your excuses, your tiredness, your unhealthiness, you think they wanna heard all of it? Wake up! They don't and they won't! Why its so hard for you to get it. That's the rule of reality that people used in their life whether they realize it or not. But you?! You have an eyes to see then see it well. Don't foolish yourself. Don't make them see the real you (dark side) because they can't stand it. They have their own that they been keep it secret for a long times ago, you just don't know because they know you doesn't want to hear it. See?? That is life. Wake up human being~ You can survive for almost 18 years with various of sicks. You never gonna understand every inch of it. Just survive. I don't know why He put me in this situation but what I know is this is exactly perfect for the only me. He knows that. Why can't you?
Me:
My family always know about who I am. Basically all about my sickness. But they know nothing about the pains. They see I'm smiling and they think I'm okey. But actually they can't accept if I show my sickness face. Because once I showed it to them, they will worried all the time about me. Lately I've been experienced a lot of painful. I don't why and what's wrong. Sometimes when I give up, I think that Allah gave this to me, this is a gift. A lot of gifts. And I know I should be grateful because I never get in to the labour room. My sister did. But she still kid on that time and she already forgot about it. What a gift. Perhaps I can forget about mine too. Like my sister did. But I'm good in memorizing. Especially about the pain, about what the doctor said to my father secretly but I can hear it. I still remember the doctor said there is something wrong about my heart. But my lovely man never told me and he think I don't understand it. What a drama. Sometimes when I told my friend I feel this pain on this day. And another different pain on the next day, they laughing, and said 'Jaja, can you tell me which day and how many hours that you think you're completely feel the healthiness as a human being in you?' Guess what, I don't know the answer and then I do laughing like a silly girl. Let me try this, I bet you will laughing. At 2.00pm I feel okey as a human, at 2.15pm I had my very painful stomach ache, at 2.35pm which I still in my stomachache mood, I had a perfect migraine, and I'm trying to get a nap, and usually when I had a migraine , I will having a nap without any pillow at my head, then I need to struggle to find the perfect situation to place my beautiful head in nice situation that actually can increase the pain on my head if I got a wrong situation to place it, sometimes it takes an hour to get the situation and I can't move my head even an inch of it whenever I found that place because it can caused a lot of painful. And after I woke up, then boom! My neck in pains! Okey its enough for this time. Then how can I tell my father about every inch of this fairy story? Tell me? I want to tell him, but sometimes it take times to make sure that I can walk in a stable condition and again it takes another hour. Then you guys can laughing now while thinking how this girl gonna tell her father. Same goes to everyday in my life.
Conclusion:
Can't tell anyone about what I feel, because they will be bored and sigh.
Maybe you think that everybody wanna listen to your excuses, your tiredness, your unhealthiness, you think they wanna heard all of it? Wake up! They don't and they won't! Why its so hard for you to get it. That's the rule of reality that people used in their life whether they realize it or not. But you?! You have an eyes to see then see it well. Don't foolish yourself. Don't make them see the real you (dark side) because they can't stand it. They have their own that they been keep it secret for a long times ago, you just don't know because they know you doesn't want to hear it. See?? That is life. Wake up human being~ You can survive for almost 18 years with various of sicks. You never gonna understand every inch of it. Just survive. I don't know why He put me in this situation but what I know is this is exactly perfect for the only me. He knows that. Why can't you?
Me:
My family always know about who I am. Basically all about my sickness. But they know nothing about the pains. They see I'm smiling and they think I'm okey. But actually they can't accept if I show my sickness face. Because once I showed it to them, they will worried all the time about me. Lately I've been experienced a lot of painful. I don't why and what's wrong. Sometimes when I give up, I think that Allah gave this to me, this is a gift. A lot of gifts. And I know I should be grateful because I never get in to the labour room. My sister did. But she still kid on that time and she already forgot about it. What a gift. Perhaps I can forget about mine too. Like my sister did. But I'm good in memorizing. Especially about the pain, about what the doctor said to my father secretly but I can hear it. I still remember the doctor said there is something wrong about my heart. But my lovely man never told me and he think I don't understand it. What a drama. Sometimes when I told my friend I feel this pain on this day. And another different pain on the next day, they laughing, and said 'Jaja, can you tell me which day and how many hours that you think you're completely feel the healthiness as a human being in you?' Guess what, I don't know the answer and then I do laughing like a silly girl. Let me try this, I bet you will laughing. At 2.00pm I feel okey as a human, at 2.15pm I had my very painful stomach ache, at 2.35pm which I still in my stomachache mood, I had a perfect migraine, and I'm trying to get a nap, and usually when I had a migraine , I will having a nap without any pillow at my head, then I need to struggle to find the perfect situation to place my beautiful head in nice situation that actually can increase the pain on my head if I got a wrong situation to place it, sometimes it takes an hour to get the situation and I can't move my head even an inch of it whenever I found that place because it can caused a lot of painful. And after I woke up, then boom! My neck in pains! Okey its enough for this time. Then how can I tell my father about every inch of this fairy story? Tell me? I want to tell him, but sometimes it take times to make sure that I can walk in a stable condition and again it takes another hour. Then you guys can laughing now while thinking how this girl gonna tell her father. Same goes to everyday in my life.
Conclusion:
Can't tell anyone about what I feel, because they will be bored and sigh.
Saturday, December 6, 2014
hard&heart
hai dan Assalamualaikum,
its hard to say that because this heart say quite different. its hard to say that when this heart used to do different. its hard to say that when this heart is sorry for everything. its hard to say that when this heart know this time its not suitable. its hard to say that when this heart know it is forbidden. its hard to say that when this heart crying all the time. its hard to say that when this heart is not ready yet but when it will? its hard to say that this little heart still have the same and never ever change feeling. its hard to say that when this heart still want it all. i'm sorry for making this decision without you. i'm sorry for making this decision when you have a lot of pains there. i doesn't want to add it more. i just, i know we can do this better because we used to like now we are. not talking for a week, a month, a year and several years will be the hard challenge ever but we will talking soon, very soon. i hope we can make it soon. well, i think there will be a lot of stories then. i'll wait for that. i'll wait for you. i'll wait for the future.
its hard to say that because this heart say quite different. its hard to say that when this heart used to do different. its hard to say that when this heart is sorry for everything. its hard to say that when this heart know this time its not suitable. its hard to say that when this heart know it is forbidden. its hard to say that when this heart crying all the time. its hard to say that when this heart is not ready yet but when it will? its hard to say that this little heart still have the same and never ever change feeling. its hard to say that when this heart still want it all. i'm sorry for making this decision without you. i'm sorry for making this decision when you have a lot of pains there. i doesn't want to add it more. i just, i know we can do this better because we used to like now we are. not talking for a week, a month, a year and several years will be the hard challenge ever but we will talking soon, very soon. i hope we can make it soon. well, i think there will be a lot of stories then. i'll wait for that. i'll wait for you. i'll wait for the future.
Wednesday, December 3, 2014
stalk
hai dan Assalamualaikum,
stalk, stalker, stalking. :'( suprised but actually not suprising too much because i already expect that things. 'second' is the most pathetic word in this world. being compared for no reason will be a typical activities that people will do. and it will make people upset. and i do upset when i read all of them. why changed? why give up? you adore it. don't make other people regret about it. about your give up. it wasted if you just let it gone in your memory. you love it. go and chase after it. and why you just easy to be so much fool by other silly people. idiots. you're smart but idiots. see, you just make me upset. don't make it complicated. solved your problems. your left side. why you do this? i hate it, i'm sorry.
stalk, stalker, stalking. :'( suprised but actually not suprising too much because i already expect that things. 'second' is the most pathetic word in this world. being compared for no reason will be a typical activities that people will do. and it will make people upset. and i do upset when i read all of them. why changed? why give up? you adore it. don't make other people regret about it. about your give up. it wasted if you just let it gone in your memory. you love it. go and chase after it. and why you just easy to be so much fool by other silly people. idiots. you're smart but idiots. see, you just make me upset. don't make it complicated. solved your problems. your left side. why you do this? i hate it, i'm sorry.
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